Tuesday, January 21, 2014

Well hello there,

Hey you
well im sitting her inside Shields Library working on my sociology paper. Everything seems well at the moment. However, i feel quite stressed. I have lots of things going on at the moment. I feel as if this quarter will be difficult and go by really fast. Well just wanted to write a post to keep up with the blog. Well, i'll talk to you later...

Sunday, October 28, 2012

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Sunday October 28, 2012:

After a perfect morning and afternoon, someone just ruins the whole entire day........ It's someone close to me. Here i go ranting: This person does not think what she says at all! The only thing that comes out of her mouth are negative stuff. She makes you feel stupid all the time. She's always correct or right! For example, i have some beauty marks on my face and she told me that if she were a guy on a bus and saw me she would go "Whoa! Ewww..." *disgusted look* Inside of me just got heated. I felt mad and even more insecured about my face. I couldn't believe she would say that to her own sister! That's right! Mee!!! Mean Mee!!!

Sunday, October 21, 2012

Addicted

I've recently found this lovely youtube channel! Her name is Rihannon and she's so cute and eccentric. Check her out!

Im ready for fall...


Yesterday, i went to the thrift store and bought 2 scarves and a chair for my desk. Here's how i wear one of the scarves :)

Must Listen

Get lost in it..................

Monday, October 15, 2012

Thongs and being hungry and bummed out...

Blehhhh why me???
Well today wasn't a good day to bother me. Adam Green would know haha. Well, today went like this:
Couldn't make lunch because my chicken breast went bad and my pork also went bad :( So i made pb&j and took a tangerine and nature valley bar for lunch to go. Textile lab was okay...i meant boring. It felt gross wearing the sticky goggles :/ But oh well,safety comes first! Left to the Student Community Center to use the restroom because Rock Hall's restroom is really nasty and dirty! oh i think Meow is here...i hear her coming, maybe. Anyway, i printed out my schedule for work and noticed that i only have 12 units! Turns out the administrator dropped my calculus class because i didn't take the math placement exam. Sooooo sad and mad at the math department. Long story of why i didn't take the math placement exam...i didn't know that's why! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!! That COMPLETELY ruined my day :'( oh well, i guess it was meant to be, right? *nervous chuckle* While i was taking the bus i saw a white guy wearing slippers and thought to myself would it be offensive if i said "Hey, i like your thongs" hahaha im using the Aussie slang for slippers :p The pb&j sandwich didn't fill me up...well of course! should of made two sandwiches...i felt like those stuck up IB kids eating their sandwiches made by their mom :p This story isn't in order, just letting you know...Since i don't have calc anymore, i don't have a midterm this weds! Yay and nay of course...well what a bummed day for me :/ 

Wednesday, June 6, 2012

AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!


No Happy Ending
In Eugene O’Neil’s tragic play Long Day’s Journey Into Night, he writes about a family that is torn apart by lies and secrets. In Sarah Kane’s grotesque play Blasted, she presents three characters that are distant from reality. Both tragedies are very similar in that they show the downfall of the characters and also give a glimpse of the unrealistic world they live in. Both O’Neil and Kane explore the theme of violence, drugs, and alcohol in cyclical settings to emphasize the loss of rational human beings.
In Long Day’s Journey Into Night, the Tyrone family can be seen as dysfunctional because each family member has a problem.  James Tyrone, the father, is stingy and greedy with his money and stresses the importance to be ambitious. Mary, the fragile mother, has a secret addiction to morphine, ever since her husband did not want to pay for professional medical service. Jamie Tyrone, the eldest son, dislikes the qualities of his father and acts in careless ways, such as wasting money on alcohol and women. Edmund Tyrone, the youngest son, is also an alcoholic and is diagnosed with consumption. All these flaws in each family member cause them to be distant and secretive from one another. In effect, they drift away from reality and avoid their problems.
Mary often talks about her dreams of becoming a nun or a famous pianist. She is sensitive and has an “unaffected charm of a shy convent-girl youthfulness she never lost,” (O’Neil 13) that seems to prevent her to forget about the past and move on. She lives in a fantasy world. As for the men in the family, they are affected by Mary’s drug addiction and Edmund’s consumption problem, but do not communicate the problems directly to Mary. The men keep things from Mary and allow her to “go on kidding herself” (O’Neil 30), which increases her distant from reality. The more morphine Mary takes, the more she cannot forget the past. She cannot seem to focus on the present because she has many regrets. Similarly, Cate from Blasted is naïve and innocent to understand the issues that surround her. She looks at things positively and plays around with Ian about shooting her without realizing the horrors outside of the hotel. Furthermore, her optimism makes her vulnerable to please Ian; when Ian asks Cate why she came to the hotel, she replied that “You (Ian) sounded unhappy” (Kane 23) and would listen to Ian when she leaves him sexually in pain. This shows that Cate forgets about what she believes in or says and just listens to Ian to make him happy.
Besides Mary’s drug addiction and being oblivious to family issues, the men also have an addiction to alcohol. The men go out and get drunk while Mary is alone at home most of the time, which leaves her to do drugs.  It shows that alcohol is more important than staying home with their lonely mother. In Act III, Tyrone seems to care more about his whiskey than confronting or helping Mary with her addiction. He “drinks his drink…scowls at his wife” (O’Neil 118) and ignores her complaint and rants about the past. As for Edmund, he gets drunk for it allows him to avoid family problems. Also, he sees alcohol like getting lost in the fog and by the ocean. He gets drunk for it reminds him of “wanting to be alone with myself in another world where truth is untrue and life can hide from itself” (O’Neil 133). This explains that Edmund has does not want to face or accept the truth about his dysfunctional family. He spends his time at sea alone or gets drunk for it takes him to a world free of worries. As for Kane’s play, Ian drinks gin and smokes cigarettes to feel better about himself, and to release anxiety. He drinks excessively for it “won’t make any difference” (Kane 11) because he is going to die soon. With alcohol and drugs, Ian is able to suppress the fact that he is dying slowly. Ironically, he seems careless about dying, but in the end of the play, he becomes scared of dying and asks Cate to not leave him.  Kane shows the effect of how alcohol causes the mind to act foolishly when Ian takes his health for granted. As for the soldier, the murder of his girlfriend, Col, leads him to commit atrocious acts. He has been traumatized by the murder and violence that he does not feel any sympathy when murdering children and women. He has become obsessed with vengeance that he does not act rationally.     
In addition, the settings of both plays do not change. The plot of O’Neil’s play only takes place in the Tyrone’s home. O’Neil develops repetitive problems and arguments by having the family come together in one setting. This technique also explains the unresolved issues among the family, making the play a tragedy. As for the setting of Blasted, it is taken place in the hotel room. The unchanging of the play emphasizes the character’s avoidance of reality outside of the hotel. They hide from what’s happening outside.  Both static settings serve as a place of action and unsettled disputes or problems.